Week 16

This year has been a year i will remember. When the year started out I wasn't happy, i was anything but happy, i was really behind in school, I didn't partake in any activities besides choir which I have done my entire life so it wasn't anything new. I didn't want to go to college, I had no goals for myself. I was having panic attacks daily. I was hospitalized for my anxiety and depression, was there for one week. And got out feeling better but was very stressed because I was really behind in school before i was admitted to the hospital but missing an entire week of school and having to come back and jump back into the way of things was terrible. But when the year was over I was okay. I got my first job doing home health care, (I now have two jobs doing home health care). I went to a Panic! at the Disco concert with my best friend (her first concert) and a Shinedown concert with my boyfriend last month (his first concert). This school year I started off doing all that i could do to get my grades up because i knew i could do better than what i had been doing so i tried and i almost had all As and Bs (one C and it was like 2 percentage points from being a B). The way i am going as of right now i will have 5 1/2 extra credits when i graduate. Im doing cheer leading, and im very happy because im making friends, and reconnecting with my sister, who honestly is my greatest friend. And most of all im Happy im very happy with the way my life going right now, things are good, i am good. Life is good, and thats honestly the first time i have ever been able to say that i truly, truly mean it.