Week 9

So I am going to write about my top ten favorite bands..

1. Sleeping with Sirens 
   So this has been my favorite band since almost 7th grade. I know every song and i have seen them in concert.
Favorite Song: The Strays
2. PVRIS
  These people opened at the Sleeping with Sirens and that was the first tiem i had ever heard of them, now they make my top ten list.
Favorite Song: Holy
3. I Prevail
   I have also seen these people in concert. My ex boyfriend showed them to me, and i instantly became obsessed.
Favorite Song: Scars
4. Crown the Empire 
   So again I have seen these guys in concert... I've listened to them on and off since 7th grade and after the concert I listened to them more.
Favorite Song: Makeshift Chemistry
5. Green Day
   This one of the two on this list i have not seen in concert, but I have a plan in mind.... Favorite Song: Holiday
6. Panic! at the Disco 
   I have seen these guys in concert with Anna, at the college I want to go to. I was honestly on of the best experiences I have had.
Favorite Song: Halleljuah
7. Hollywood Undead
   I went to see these guys at the same concert as I Prevail, and Crown the Empire.
Favorite Song: Bullet
8. Five Finger Death Punch
   This was my second concert and I went with my friend Kinyon, and Chamille. We had our faces painted and it was just wonderful. I plan on going to see them again!!
Favorite Song: Bad Company
9. Blessthefall
   This band was one I hadn't heard of when i went to their concert but they sounded cool so I took my friend Chamille, and Luke. First concert I had ever moshed at and it was PERFECT!!
  Favorite Song: You wear a crown but you're no king
10. Fall out Boy 
   Fall out Boy is just a band everyone likes and this is the second one i haven't seen in concert but I always try when they are near.
Favorite Song: Sugar We're Going Down

Week 5

I honestly believe that in the future there will be a lot more new technology involved in peoples daily lifes. and yes people will still be around i promise that we will be here for much longer than people think. But in the future they will have self driving cars, they will have cars that dont have to use gas but will powered by something different. Most people will be very very VERY lazy i honestly think that people wont be able to function as well as we do right now. i think everyone will be very dependent on technology to help them with simple everyday things, and honestly i dont think i would like that very much.

Week 7

My daughter won’t stop crying and screaming in the middle of the night. I visit her grave and ask her to stop, but it doesn’t help. She never stops and her screams sound just like they did the night she died. She never was a loud kid, she never just screamed when she was playing, but I didnt think twice when I heard her scream. I knew i should check on her but apart of me just thought that she just seen a spider or something. Her screams haunt me, an they wont stop, they never stop, all i hear is her. Everyone says im crazy, everyone tells me i need to just relax. but they dont know they cant hear her screams like i can.. No one knows my only daughter haunts me everynight when i close my eyes. 

Week 8

"For sale: baby shoes, never worn."


I look at my cousin, I haven't seen her since we found out she had a still birth and my cousins beautiful baby girl was taken up to heaven. We sold all of the things we got for her to help pay for the baby coffin, and the cost of everything else. I was all just much for us to handle and deal with. Trying to be there for my cousin when all I wanted to do was cry. I was the first one she told when she found out and she talked about the pregnancy. I helped her pick her name and now I had to help her pick what font to use on the head stone to write her beautiful name. I will never forget writing the sign and putting it up, trying to keep my head up, trying not to cry. Having to tell all the people who came by that we were all okay and repeating it over and over again to random strangers who had no idea who i was. Random people hugging me and telling me it will be okay, and God just wanted her to come home. I didn't believe that or anything else anyone told me, it was just a terrible thing and there was no way to explain why it happened. The worst part about this is that the doctors couldn't tell us what happened, no one knew why. We were stuck, trying to pay for the funeral, for the headstone, and we didn't know why we had to do that. Nothing made sense. My cousin who i was so close to became so distant and started doing some really heavy drugs, and she hasn't been the same since, and I don't think she will ever been the same, because she will never see her baby girl grow up, or even take her first steps, she wont see her again, and all my cousin seen of her baby girl was the still and silent baby laying in her arms and laying in a coffin.


This story isnt made up, its real. And it still hurts to talk about it. even years later.